cyclic redundancy check, komm, süsser tod

[swordianmaster]

it all started with a crc error on a torrent I was running.

Things snowballed, as they tend to on computers, and now it appears that my hard-drive is completely, irreversibly, 100% fubar'd. There might be more wrong. I don't know. It's a six-year-old computer, and I can't afford to get any replacement... well... anything.

I'm typing this from a public library computer; a computer which will only allow me one hour of usage per day. But at the same time, I don't know what else to do. Part of this is to let people know that I'm not going to be around for obvious reasons (my LJ RP hiatus notices will point here), and part of this is to do... well, the only thing I'm good at any more. Whining about how life keeps shitting on me, and begging for a reprieve somehow.

Money isn't going to help. Not really. Even if it did, I already pretty much exhausted what resources I have online to keep my net/phone/tv bill from defaulting.

I have... I would assume no credit, just because if I don't have NO credit, I'm sure to have NEGATIVE - the bills are in my name, after all, I have unpaid medical bills that went to creditors, and Paypal defaulted me on an $80 I can't pay or dispute.

I really have no way of getting out of this situation. If anyone can lend a hand with a computer of some sort, please... please, let me know.

Out of respect for my family, I'm gonna put any contact information under a F-Lock in the next post; if you sincerely are able to help, either reply here (so I can contact you when I am able) or ask one of my friends for help (I know for a fact bossgoji will at least be aware of this, and I'm sure there's others)

I'm sorry I have to keep doing this. I wish I knew why everything was just piling on me in the last two years.

Comments

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

so, um, you... don't know me, we really just rp in the same game together and I saw your signal boost of plight/distress/whatever, and I just... I have like, two laptops literally just sitting around. one of them I'm pretty sure is on the fritz unless I can make my boyfriend fix it now rather than later, but the other one is in practically semi-new condition?

um... good deed of the day and all... if you want it, I could see what I can do??

[swordianmaster.livejournal.com]

...I would owe you forever and ever.

Hell, I'd do my best to start liking Glee if you did that kind of deed for me.

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

DUDE, YES. MORE PEOPLE ON THE GLEE CAST.

no, seriously, you wouldn't owe me a thing. it's like, literally just sitting around. I was using it on the rare occasion for when my sister would come over and would want a laptop to use, but... anyway, long story short, it's really just sitting around. and... I am so fucking attached to my laptop that I just can't even fathom what it would be like not to have one, you know? so if I can make your life a little bit more awesome, hey, good <3

it's relatively new-ish, too, so it's not a total piece of crap, and was used just by my mom before, so you know it didn't get a lot of use to begin with... hold on, let me figure out make/model. okay, it's an hp pavilion dv6700. so. and it runs vista, which sucks, but yeah.

[swordianmaster.livejournal.com]

I've only got 10 minutes left on this comp... if you ever spoke with the old Magica mun, she's still on my FList and can get my contact info - if not, keep a look out for Bahamut725 on the offchance that I might be online?

[negative-five.livejournal.com]

and then screen that comment, if you could :p

[swordianmaster.livejournal.com]

What comment? :3a