Three days in. Three. fucking. days. in. And I have another lashout, forcing the guy who was keeping a roof over my head here in Dallas to say "It's not doing any good here, you need to go back to California".

It's a lot more complicated than that, but essentially, all I should need to say is that he's justified in his reasons and I'm now treading on the thinnest of ice everywhere in my life...


god, I feel so damn worthless..

From: [identity profile] vale-chan.livejournal.com


I love you as a friend and understand you lash out on ocassion. *Hugs you and pats your back*

From: [identity profile] swordianmaster.livejournal.com

...heh...


Not your fault in the slightest, y'just gotta realize that since I'm getting shipped outta here tomorrow, there's not really any point where we can hang out like you'd suggested..

From: [identity profile] halfassured.livejournal.com


You need therapy, and possibly pills. I know you can't afford it, but keep it in mind as a future priority.
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