Okay, so I'm sitting here (at work), thinking "I'm really not going to be able to get up the resolve to do this" ('this' being a hideous monthly project that pretty much entails 'let's get Sword to hate all numbers forever' and yeah, it's not really so monumental in time constraints except when it's been left by me - AND MY SUPERVISOR I SHOULD NOTE - until the last minute ) and wondering to myself: Should I try to even bother bullshitting that I'm gonna do it (and in turn end up taking work home because I bring my home to work with me too what with dicking around on the computer so much ) or should I just deal with the fallout by saying 'I forgot'?

Because seriously. Fuck these fucking fuck attendance reports. I should have never fucking accepted the responsibility of doing them for my boss. Other department leaders do them on their own, why can't she.

tl;dr,

Also, don't bother bitching at me about shirking responsibility. I know. I've heard it a bajillion times before. And maybe? If EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS CITY weren't mindless busywork that could be remedied in a FRACTION of the time by putting it into a digital format? I might care.

Seriously I think this city has killed an entire fucking forest with all its fucking papertrails. And then they whine about it BUT DON'T CHANGE IT. fhgsrfhxhbd

gonna be so glad when I can finally move out
.